shazda

2009-06-08T23:07:00.000-07:00

random sorts!

2009-04-19T02:08:00.000-07:00

gosh! its been some time since i've update regularly. its cuz of the four letter word that starts with "L", lazy! and at the same time i've been busy. thats all. i'll keep it short. and if you can read this, hi! thers nothing here.

2009-03-12T23:49:00.000-07:00

i enjoyed my trip. oh yes i did.

2009-01-29T00:18:00.001-08:00

seriously i can just shut down this blog. lol. but i dont want to. well, i've changed the music playlist overtime again. its all malay and an indon song. you can always mute ur speakers if you dont wanna listen to it. cuz its damn classic. haha.

2009-01-19T18:12:00.000-08:00

its the REUNION!

i sorely missed those days. . .

2009-01-01T17:11:00.000-08:00

well, what more could is say. 2008 has passed. and it was quite an eventful year somehow. from all aspects of my life. i joined a soccer team. i manage to control my finance. and best part is, most of my wishes comes true. a lot of it. like i always get what i wanted or even better than what i expected. but life has its fair share of ups and downs i shall say.. yeah, the highlight of my 2008 is having a wonderful 2 ex gfs. haha. and the low down, its in the sentence before it. haha. just a simple statement, but two points of views. miraculously interesting. but no matter what, at the end of the day, im still ebullient and optimistic on things. i just dont want to drag myself into that stupid hole of darkness again. to me, i've been there and done that, so what is there to lose about? haha. get over it and move along. now, 2009 is here. i have not made a resolutin yet. well, but there is still a wish. maybe i'll get it. hehe. watch this space.

2008-12-22T19:01:00.000-08:00

yeah, i've realised that i rarely update this blog of mine. sacrebleu! its not i dont want to its just that im so preoccupyin my time doing better things. haha. well, what more can i say. i've been enjoyin a great deal of success. and im really enjoyin my moment. lol. and that brings me to my lifetime wish, go figure. lol. above are the pics of me in the press many weeks ago. and i share my joy with you all. Plus! the award received at the HRE carnival. i share it all with my colleagues and all the guys and gals that have worked or still working with me. and thanks for the support. ok! applause applause! its not the Emmys namie!

2008-12-14T04:56:00.000-08:00

STOOPID CUPID. . .
ruthless aggression

swiss army

2008-12-10T09:18:00.000-08:00

yeah, i know i've not been updatin my blog. im so busy with the real world. i'll let the pics do the talk. thanks minmin for the pics. and yeah, i love my bunch of mates in 05! and i was featured in local malay newspaper. how nice!

2008-11-26T18:41:00.000-08:00

THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE ARE FREE.

JOY!!

HERE is a VIETNAMESE Sun Woo KONG! haha. he climbs the tree just to catch the action!

the priceless view

cant get close enough?!

this video that i recorded, shows me standing on top of a lorry just to catch the national soccer team in action! and even baihaki khaizan waved at me! twice! how great is that! best seat, best view and even free ride home on the lorry. the owner of the lorry stays near my place, in fact he stays in my neighbourhood! lol! thanks uncle!

Fashion Walk!

finally! we managed to "Walk the TAlk". and im not in the group photo, cuz i need to go for another photo shoot. and i even get interviewed on the radio! how nice!

THE CROWS

2008-11-23T20:38:00.000-08:00

a vid of ira my cousin!!

2008-11-17T01:57:00.000-08:00

"atok, semalamkan bapak tak balek rumah"

i laughed out louds when granddad told me that story. haha. and yeah, i've been listenin stories bout my granddad so much. bout the japanese occupation years. and i found out that he is a "crocodile-hunter" and he earns so much money. how delightful.

"all that she wants is another baby, shes gone tomorrow boy!"

2008-11-05T23:30:00.000-08:00

You put the boom-boom into my heart

You send my soul sky high when your lovin' starts

Jitterbug into my brain

Goes a bang-bang-bang 'til my feet do the same

But something's bugging you

Something ain't right

My best friend told me what you did last night

Left me sleepin' in my bedI

was dreaming, but I should have been with you instead.

Wake me up before you go-go

Don't leave me hanging on like a yo-yo

Wake me up before you go-go

I don't want to miss it when you hit that high

Wake me up before you go-go'

Cause I'm not plannin' on going solo

Wake me up before you go-go

Take me dancing tonight

I wanna hit that high (yeah, yeah)

You take the grey skies out of my way

You make the sun shine brighter than Doris Day

Turned a bright spark into a flame

My beats per minute never been the same'

Cause you're my lady,

I'm your foolIt makes me crazy when you act so cruel

Come on, baby, let's not fight

We'll go dancing, everything will be all right

Cuddle up, baby, move in tight

We'll go dancing tomorrow nightIt's cold out there, but it's warm in bed

They can dance, we'll stay home instead(Jitterbug)

2008-11-02T20:31:00.000-08:00

SING OUT LOUD!!

Its been a long time "CUM"ing

haha. classic ghaz style!

even after those years, the poses still remains(except the postion of song and me).

2008-10-30T19:48:00.000-07:00

WICKED

i've changed my blog skin. due to overwhelming response and feedbacks. haha. and i feel that this skin is better than the previous one. Dont you think so?

so anyways, i would like to thank blogskins.(applause applause!)

wait, wait! er, and my great memory that enables me to actually recalled that webbie. hee.

well, nowadays, i've been workin lesser. reason being, im so pretty tight on schedule.

but im still happy as ever. and thats good.

hail & embrace, namialus

2008-10-24T20:25:00.000-07:00

A photo can say a thousand things

2008-10-23T20:13:00.000-07:00

Devoutly wished for blinded eyes

This tragedy's like light to the flies

This seems to suit you better

Bleeding out the eyes (bleeding out the eyes)

Hope's left in chain suspension

Holding onto lies, to make the truth

just rock on!

thats how im feelin!

\m/

2008-10-20T18:51:00.000-07:00

Indulgence

3 dudes with same cellphone!

2008-10-18T09:12:00.000-07:00

Whats done is done.
yesterday is over
look ahead
you'll see it..

You cant always want what you can have..

2008-10-16T18:48:00.000-07:00

WANT

im content!

i always get what i want.

but its just all a matter of time & patience!

and life is so wonderful and splendid!

2008-10-11T00:20:00.000-07:00

NANKAI

nankai.its a brand name
moreover, its the brand that daddy used.
the pics are replicas of his racing suite.
and i change my blog song to this malay song, yet again.
its really sad hearing it.
but i like it,
cus i want to. .

2008-10-08T17:00:00.000-07:00

RETAIL RAYA!!

it was a great affair. and i really missed fadhil, faisal and jam. they were so fun and hilarious. just like the olden days. for once, we brought back the good old days. and too many funny things happened. like "OREO", haha. but the best is at night, Jam taught us how to hail a cab, by flagging a $10 note. and it surprisingly works! haha.

2008-10-06T02:04:00.000-07:00

what could a guy like him ever really offer?

shes stupid as she can be.

Why should i even bother?

2008-10-02T08:25:00.000-07:00

Day 2!

Left to right(back): Haqqul, me, Firman, Ashrin, Rozalista, Syuhadat, Ainul Left to right(front): Aini, Syafiq, Shikin, Siti, Ari, Shazda, Ira, Ian, Syufi, Syafiqah & Firdaus(sitting)

18 of us. =) we are family! its all square now, 9 boys, 9 gals.

2008-10-01T18:28:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

wit cousins

hari raya this year has been awesome. lots of tears and no jeers. haha. i cried. a lot of tears of joy,sadness,despair and hope. it was a great occasion besides all that, the food! yes! food glorious food! eat all i can eat and rest. i look so random with the songkok. for an awkward reason, i was lazy to style my hair. haha.

to all, selamat hari raya!

2008-09-28T09:12:00.000-07:00

Cousins!!

cousins lovely cousins!

2008-09-24T19:59:00.000-07:00

ben & jerrys

had dinner with these awesome peeps. ate a lot. enjoyed fabulous deals. haha.

BROS BEFORe HOES

boys will be boys

say argh!!

what a day it was

2008-09-23T08:09:00.000-07:00

Quartermaster

surrounded by planes

appreciated that she wait,
eventho i was late.

2008-09-17T07:44:00.000-07:00

Hjh Maimunah! di mana kamu?!

the turn out

series of faizal and me

eddy

the old busker peeps

zul, mat rep aka abang ghost buster! haha.

we've work for quite sometime(long)

it was a great retail affair. a mixture of the old, new and present. it was great. i ate a lot. and im happy

Jalan Jalan Cari Makan
(Going Around For Food)

went around for almost an hour just to look for this eating place at jurong! haha. we only had a proper meal at 9pm, after a whole day of fast. haha. was it worth it? i guess so. our dish costs us $5 each. thank god it was tasty. there you can see Zul, callin his friends and ask for directions. it was normal. we make a few stops and went around in circles. and it was the fourth day strraight i eat with zul. haha. stop it. we're not gay. haha.

di dalam hatiku merindu, sayang kau tak tahu. . . .

2008-09-09T18:51:00.000-07:00

wow. theres nothin that irritates me more than.. er... i dunno.. im figurin out a way to start typin. well, there you have. haahaa. okay. just now, i went to city hall. for a course. den after that i went to borders and walk that stretch of Orchard Road, my usual routine. so there i was, walking and stopped by a lady. she said, in thick and thin Chinese Accent hailing from the western province of China, "Harlow! I find yuu vely stryish. My name ish ....(i dunno), im from createtalent. can yuu gim me yoar kontack num-mer. so ower peapel ken kontack yuu." i gave reluctantly just to satisfy her quota, and im gonna avoid those calls anytime soon. haha. its not my first time though. got spotted at city hall before and also atVivo. and its all a scam, to me. and never will i forget, got interviewed by TEENS magazine and they capture a shot of me too. i couldnt remember which issue though. its around Teachers day one, last year. but thats worth it, i was spotted and given publicity. its the fasting month now, and i dun feel hungry though. but feel a lot more letahrgic and sleepy. who wouldnt. and im working so much. i gotta get that extra cash. been spending almost $600++, on perfume, shoe, not to mention cellphone. all with my own cash and not a single cent from banks,loan sharks,fifty cent or the big "M" word, Mummy. i wonder how i managed though. haha. but yeah, lifes been great for me. im havin a good time i reckon. and i nearly visited the Singapore Measuem by myself for curiousity sake. haha. i loved history, so much but i dun like to talk about the past. haha.contradict. looks whos talkin. well, i need a new guitar. maybe, just maybe, i'll sing and post a vid here. exclusively. haha. just maybe. maybe. hee. got my hair cut. and im regrettin it now. haha. i look atrocious,fugly and dumb. to me that is. haha. i recently read a lot of articles on Love. strangely enough, i was fascinated by it. love does not always mean to be in twos or paired or duos.. its more than that. sometimes love is sacrifice, giving up your hopes and all. sadly its true. when in love, give all you can and dont expect any return, sincerity is the point here. which i feel is true. theres 1001 ways to talk bout love. and love is like....

"Harlow! I find yuu vely stryish!"

2008-09-04T00:01:00.000-07:00

time has a way of wounding what has healed

what can i say

i know just how you feel

your soul is dark and trouble

like a river running wild

the light at the end of the tunnel

doesnt shine at the end of the day

wash away the pain

till you smile again

i'll be the laughter in your eyes

well you know thats what im here for

i will give you when you need more

there'll be no hesitation

i will reap no rewards

2008-08-27T23:47:00.000-07:00

Coming soon

well i've decided. awesome. gaya,mutu,keunggulan!

2008-08-20T06:48:00.000-07:00

Seek first to understand, then to be understood.

read this.

The other day I saw my girl with some other guy
They were walking & giggling and having a good time
And I saw she was holding his hand!

I stood back and spied, my eyes filled with tears
As I watched the foul display
Some overly cheerful bicep with legs
Was taking my baby away!

As I spied over Dumpsters with feeling of hate
I saw them in close embrace! Now im broken hearted
‘Cause before they parted. I saw her kiss his face

That ended my garbage-can espionage
I thought I had seen quite enough
I decided to confront that devilish girl
Who I once called my true love

So I type an e-mail to that wicked female
And give her a piece of my mind
But I won’t say what I said,
But I will say my words were unkind

I said it was the end, and just when I clicked send
I heard my phone rang
I answer the phone and couldn’t believe it
It was my little ex… thing

She said,” Sorry Baby that I haven’t seen you all day
But my brothers in town!
Did I ever tell you he is a boxer!
And one of the biggest around?!

“He’d like to meet you but he’s quite protective
So behave whatever you do,
I’ll just check my e-mail and this we’ll come by
And… oh look! Here’s an e-mail from you!

gosh! oh oh! what a prick! well, lesson learnt, we dun have to jump into conclusions unnessarily.

TOP 10 Turn ons!

1) Fashion sense

2) A cool car

3) Good job

4) Confidence

5) Nice, healthy body

6) NICE HAIR

7) Good manners

8) Scent

9) Lack of neediness

10) Creativity

i have all except no 2. haha.

2008-08-17T10:21:00.000-07:00

what was i thinking?

well, i really thought my exam paper was the next day.
not yet till i text david joseph,
he told me the paper was on

TUESDAY,
not monday.
i studied like mad.
im ebullient now.

I cant imagine myself havin me own kid.
at least i can picture it right?
haha.

2008-08-15T04:06:00.000-07:00

ARMED ROBBERY FOR DUMMIES

The Class

Freakin awesome guys

George

Billy Cleaner

Mr Focker

Mrs Focker

Frank

Director Jega with the crew( see where his right hands are!)

The Fockers

well. after weeks of bullshiting in the early mornings of our thursdays, finally our production was a success. and im so glad that it all turn out well. and how lucky that all the sounds effects were accurate eventhough i only took up the role on the last min, a day before the real thing. eventhough we started late, but the show was fabulous. Save the best for last. and we get good comments and all. and wont be surprise if we were to be taken on the big stage.

and guys and a girl, im so sorry im still unable to upload the video. its too big and i've been spending 7 hours figuring it. haha. where is my "Warriors" huh? should make em do it. haha. any updates i will notify jega!

OSCAR & CO

all sling bag owners please sit down

A good days work

Zul(all ever reliable)

Syahril

Alvin

Christopher(new guy)

work is work. just do what im suppose to do. while there are many things happening to me nowadays, i still ignore it and move on.

well. seems like the month of August has not been greaat for many people from what i've seen. its only mid-Aug and well for me, its all the same thing. people come and go,changes seen here and there. well. things dont change, its the people that change. im thinkin of the words to say. there are still unfinish business that has to be done. i wont say it much either. i guess its all bout how i face it and all. well i know i have to move on, someday somehow.

well, as soon as my heart stops breaking,
anticipating,
as soon as forever is through,

lean on me now,
closer,
cuz the next time i see you, you would be right there,
next to me.

2008-08-12T09:32:00.000-07:00

FAIZAL AMRON CARTER

i still rmb when i met faizal on his first few days at work at kiki. and i never thought that i would meeta great and rewarding friend cum colleague. hes just so funny and all. he brings life to all. and yeah i still fondly remembered spreading rumours that hes gay and such BACK in those days.. haha.

i will miss a lot of things. i will miss havin lunch, supper, dinner and having his strong sense of humour which makes everyones day. kaysiao! haha. his famous tag line.

well. life has gotta move on. and i'll definitely sure that we will still be kakis and buddies. thats for sure.

Faizal, you are being missed by not only me but the rest of us.. and yeah, lets hit the karaoke box one fine day. just like i told zul, qad and hidhub, "THOSE WERE THE DAYS.. "

Thank you faizal for bringing us those funny moments and all. it'll be fondly remembered.

2008-08-09T21:23:00.002-07:00

i've got a heart full of pain
head full of stress
hand full of anger
held in my chest

uphill struggle
blood sweat and tears
nothing to gain
evertything to fear

knife, cuts like a knife, how would i ever heal
im so deeepppply wounded.
you cut away the heart of my life

i guess its was all just a fluke

shout shout let it all out.
these are the things i can do without

step aside partner, its my jive. .

I'll conclude,
i used to think that today may never come.
i would not know what lies ahead.
but im facing it.
theres nothing much for me to say.
and now i dont understand what im goin thru
it must be a plan that led me to you
your emotional tools can cure any fools whose dreams are faling apart.

"all that she wants is another baby, shes gone tomorrow boy"

2008-08-09T21:23:00.001-07:00

"Chocolates are good,

Monkeys are wild,

I hope this could,

Make you smile. . "

2008-08-06T20:49:00.001-07:00

GULP-ing!!

Here I sit

Broken hearted

Tried to shit

But only farted

I came here

To shit and stink,

But all I do

Is sit and think.

mommy was so sweet to buy 3 of us sibling adidas originals watches. mines the black one.

"So get back, back, back to where we lasted.

Just like I imagine.I could never feel this way.

So get back, back, back to the disaster.

My heart's beating faster.

Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.

We could fall apart.

And I'd be your memory.

Lost your sense of fear.

Feelings insincere."

2008-08-03T18:49:00.000-07:00

DRAMA MAMA

my assistant set designer at work

gosh. this is actually a guy in a dress and a wig. looks surreal!!

the main casts. fad and macgyver(cool name,seriously.)

well, i joined darama appraeciation class. and we're gonna do a play or drama on a set. my job is simple, get the set done and provide the props. i should have acted but i dun wanna. haha. well today got practice till late. thursday full dress rehearsal. next week, we take it on stage.!

Action!

okay, now the bukit batok people are expanding. i will not surrnder.
bukit batok, bukit panjang, bukit timah, bukit merah, bawang putih bawang merah, or whatever it is. im pleased with teban. at least its a garden. haha!

2008-08-02T18:56:00.000-07:00

dont give your all, cuz you might just lose it.
give it your best, cuz you know you tried your best.

im gonna dance like theres no one around.
im gonna love like i've never been hurt before.

2008-07-30T21:15:00.000-07:00

IM WALKING ON SUNSHINE

well, as of now as you can see, im now workin more often at fort siloso. i was transferred back here(cuz i was a fort staff 2 years ago) 2 weeks ago. its a great workin ambience there. i like it here. so much. its one of the places that i enjoyed to work at. i like lookin at the sunset, ships passes by, interacting with the tram captain and of cuz the fort staff. its a one stop place where i can interact with lotsa people. i enjoy walkin up the slope and enjoy the lushful view of labrador park and such. its nice for a change. and not to mention, free coffee and milo! playin "war" with kids. readin historical boks(i know, boooriiiinnggggg). haha.

but, that does not mean that i had forgotten completely bout the crew at oscar. i do missed em all. i missed singin out loud, laughin out loud, scoldin the new buskers, demanding and being authoritative towars the digi staff(haha, go take pics! stop talkin! eventhough theres no guests around), 7-eleven, the blissfulness of havin the beach station so near which means i can take my own sweet time to work. but its the crew there that makes me feel so good inside. and that is why i sometimes request to work busker shift. more than that they need me there to lift their spirits up, i feel i need them more!

and its gonna be good

"hi, my name is sulaiman"

"im twenty years old"

"look out for me."

a message by LTA.

2008-07-27T21:21:00.000-07:00

oh gosh.. i dun believe that i actually wept watchin Isabella the movie.

agrh! im not bein me.

good theres no one around thats noticing me.

malu giler siot. klau org nampak aku nangis sorang2 ngok komputer. haha.

so anyways, the past few days has been miraculously incredible.

take sunday for instance, i was working at fort siloso. and then i was approach by this atttraction staff, and she ask me a million dollar question," are you purely malay? did you studied abroad? cuz i feel that the way you speak English is so different and unique."
interesting. but thats not the first encounter ever.
the following one was on monday, my Drama fren who compliments me by stating that i speak fluent english and good at it.

well. thanks. im so humbled by those comments and feedbacks haha.

bukan nak proud2 ke ape2 uh. aku tetap insan melayu pe. haha. okay, im spouting in jibberish malay. im tryin to blend in you know. haha. its just amazing. alangkah indahnya bila hidup ini penuh dengan kebahagian. haha.

well, when you look into the mirror, you will see yourself. but when people look at you, they will see your personality. that is the main difference.and how true is that.

well, its gonna be a full-packed august. exams, presentations and such. but hey, next week is last week of school!! whoo hoo. can go and earn lotsa money so i could settle my $112.23 cellphone bill and get me self a new cellphone and get me self more things. haha.

and holidays, i know you non-SP students will be envious. im havin hols for the whole month of september and first 2 weeks of october. hari raye lah aku this time kan.. haha.

2008-07-25T22:41:00.000-07:00

i wont play soccer without any shoes on

i wont play soccer without any shoes on

i wont play soccer without any shoes on

i wont play soccer without any shoes on

i wont play soccer without any shoes on

i wont play soccer without any shoes on

i wont play soccer without any shoes on

i wont play soccer without any shoes on

i wont play soccer without any shoes on

i wont play soccer without any shoes on

i wont play soccer without any shoes on

i wont play soccer without any shoes on

i wont play soccer without any shoes on

2008-07-24T22:18:00.000-07:00

VISA All it takes.

i've landed!

my meal. $7.90.

good view of popeye cartoon while eatin

i went to changi airport after god knows how long simply because im too bored. i have 5 hours to spare and i gotta do somethin. so i head to chango airport with david joseph.

and it was a day of "when was the last time you did something for the last time?" haha. so we ate at popeys chicken. i had always been wonderin bout it. and well i give it a try. it has a nice ambience. the foods like kfc and its HALAL. thats awesome. my chicken tastes okay. simply because i was too darn full and its only 12.30pm and its my 4th meal of the day. read that 4th meal of the day. i was kinda bloated. but i was craving for more. it was nice to watch popeyes cartoon while eating. damn classic cartooon which i miss the most.

we visited all the 3 terminals. its was big. when we head to the viewing gallery, oh gosh. what a view, its nothing. haha. so walked around and explore till we get lost and found ourselves at a forbidden area. haha. how appropriate. but it was fine.

head back to school. long train trip.

2008-07-22T03:10:00.000-07:00

the 3 Hours Break

what do you do when you have 3 hours break? go out of cuz. thats what i did. i was lost between two choices. the first one was to sit in skool and watch a dvd, on my own. or the second choice, go eat at town.

so.. i decide to go with the flow. if u cant beat em, join em. haha. so had lunch at far east plaza. i ate claypot chicken rice. it was my first time. haha. when was the last time you did something for the first time? and it tastes okay. was hot, duh! its claypot. the chicken was not that bad. ut i wont eat it again. haha. nuff said.

den, go play pool. as usual, i lose. haha. i only played twice. cuz i followed david joseph and play arcade wit the powerpuff gals. and that is where a coin machine cum "if you're lucky you win" game catches my attention. haha. thats the one on top. i saw two kid using lots and lots and lots and lotsa tokens. just to get lots lots lots lotsa coins. haha. and i just sat there and look at it. did i tried? haha. well, i did. i lost. haha. its quite dumb buts its fun. i feel like a kid again somehow. its great. den i head back to school. skipped the 3pm lecture cuz i reach skool at 3.20. haha.

now, as im typing, im listenin to oldies malay tracks. its all sad songs but memorable to me. just music to my ears.

music makes me feel alive.

"Bila sendirian terbayang wajahmu
Bila kerinduan terasa cintamu
Bilakeresahan inginku dibelai
Sepenuh kasih dan sayang...

Bila ku terluka terseksmya hati
Bila kau tiada kusetia menanti
Pernah kumencuba lupakan dirimu
Tapiku tak daya menanggung rindu

Sukarnya untukku berpisah denganmu
Kau kunci cintaku didalam hatimu
Meronta hatiku menangis kernamu
Kau kunci cintaku didalam hatimu

Sehingga kulemas bila kau tiada di sisiku
Bawalah daku bersama denganmu
Dan janganlah engaku biar kusendiri
Dulu dan kini hingga selamanya
Engkaulah kesayanganku..."

i just loved the track by Ramlah Ram here. she won it at Juara Lagu 1988. exactly 20 years ago.

and another one by Aishah. she won it in the year 1990. Janji manismu.

"Hati membeku mengingatkan
Kata janji manismu... oh...
Ku dilambung angan-angan
Belaian kasih sayang suci darimu
Oh kejamnya

Lidah tidak bertulang
Ucapan cinta menghiris kalbu
Ku kan pergi membawa diri
Cinta di hati terkubur lagi"

nak dengar, gi carik kat youtube! haha. =)

2008-07-20T19:00:00.000-07:00

flash flash

splash splash

dun be rash

scratch the cash

when namialus is not namialus:

1) he trys to update this blog more frequently(haha)

2) he eats things that he rarely eats

3) he would leave his cellphone at home

4) he seldoms smiles to himself

5) forget no.4 i smile all the time, includin fakin it.

6) hes laughin by himself now

7) hes clueless on what hes typin now

8) but he just keeps going on cuz he thinks its fun

9) numbering facts is so fun

10) why didnt i thought of this

ouh! no wonder there is a saying, when your down and stressed up, count 1 to 10 and take a deep breath in.

i do things awkwardly.

hey.....

im back to my normal self.

great.

all of a sudden i forget that i was upset.

2008-07-19T04:03:00.000-07:00

The NEW INTER KIT

im so gonna get me hands on one.
its gonna cost me a lot.
but its worth it.

fik & qad,
your vid.
enjoy.

=)

2 blind mice!
haha.
heavens to blindetroid!

the babes of the day!

am i a dumbweed or what?
the outin was last WEEK
but only today, i upload it.
haha.
well, betta den never.

2008-07-09T22:17:00.000-07:00

EL-KABONG

el kabong.

horse which dresses as a zorro.

main weapon, guitar.

not my hero

but my favourite characther.

haha.

"KA-BONG!!"

2008-07-06T22:19:00.000-07:00

WHAT?!

great expression. pure confidence and magnanimous i should say. and how euphoric can it get.

oops. be ready. get the masks on.

this post below is tribute to faizal:

you're a great frind and a colleague.

but i cant love you. haha.

2008-07-04T09:28:00.000-07:00

THE GREAT ESCAPE!!

what a friday.

skipped everythin.

just to be with . . .

haha.

i just puked after a soccer game at the cage.
i puked lotsa water.
and its reli sick.
been some time i've puked.
well. i played soccer with my uncle as well.
surprise2 indeed.
he offered me to ride his bike, IF i get a license soon.
a kawasaki KR.
not bad indeed.
but im kinda lost.
what would mummy thinks and all.
i do reli wanna ride.
but im a lil bit indecisive on it.
ill see how it goes uh.

ouh! bout the pics i posted.
there is no need to have a big "hoo-hah".
haha.
patience is a virtue.
indeed.
i got a hell of a beating afterall.
haha.
and i do reli sucked at scissors paper stone.
gosh.
pathetic.

tmr, saturday.
im havin a soccer match.
wonder if i should still go.
i'll see my conditions the next mornin.

in the mean time,
watch this space.

"the road to happiness is filled wit lotsa sacrifice"

2008-07-01T17:15:00.000-07:00

OUH!

taken on a coach. arnd a year back. durin trip to KL.

2005

i was singin. haha. sang, "never say goodbye".

well. i cant see my blog from the school pc. wth. also, DAVID JOSEPH's COMP. i reli wonder why. kinda odd. so uh, yeah.

2008-06-28T09:38:00.000-07:00

DIOR Fahrenheit

im so wanting to get me hands on these fragrance. its my fav. and it reminds me of good old dad. it his fragrance. and it so reminds me of him. i used this fragrance before. and it was like the best smell ever.

" Fahrenheit was introduced in 1988 and became a runaway hit around the world; it had the most successful initial three-month sales of any fragrance launch up to that time"

im so gonna get me hands on this fragrance. wanna smell it? smell me! haha.

TEBAN GARDENS!

eventhough my place is not so great like bukit batok or anywhere else, i still love my hometown. there is no place like home! haha!

2008-06-27T02:03:00.000-07:00

HOLY SMACKAROO

this is like the biggest bubble wrap i've ever seen and huged. haha. its darn big. i was posted half-day at FORT SILOSO, Quartermaster. damn, i loved and missed that placed. i worked there before. fort was my home back then.. it can be boring at times.. haha. and this bubble wrap is a great company besides the cellphone. haha. keep it poppin'!!

i fondly remembered this pic. took last year at paradiz mac. when i was watchin EPL wit kok keong aka DAVID JOSEPH.

okay, this one. i dunno. what to say. haha.

and i'll gonna fall from the stars and straight in your arms..

i feel you. i hope you comprehend.

took this shot at the bathroom.

ALL except the first pic, was edited thru this amazing software i found online . www.picnik.com you'll need to register but its damn worth it and user friendly. and its free. the best things in life are free, indeed.

2008-06-24T10:09:00.000-07:00

MAYONEISE

never ever i would have thought that we walk around in circles just for mayoneise to satisfy your taste buds. haha

whatever it was, it was well worth it, for you the least.

and yes, i cant speak fluent malay. its always jubberish, spanish and english. haha.

i know, im a nonsense. but im tryin to make sense out of "nonsense". haha

here i go again. . .

oh..
you dunno the joy that you have brought to me! =)

2008-06-21T08:50:00.000-07:00

the creatures of the night. my partners for my goodnight sleep. from left: spongebob, kiki, spiderman and patrick star!

puff love. made by mummy and sis. how nice.

i looked so "mat" in this pic. took back in 2007 i think.. yeah. 2007.

Ha Ha!

it need some lost before its found.
it needs some silence before its sound.

everything happens for a reason.

and the good things in life are free, indeed.

i dunno what the heck im typing uh.. haha!

giler!

back to reality,

well, been goin out a lots with colleagues. had lots of fun. seriously a lot.
been stayin out late too often on fridays.

its friday, im in love! haha. a song by some band. nice song,btw.

havin exam on monday. yet to mug. urgh...

class bbq, yet to sort out plans. double urgh...

in all, life now is so much pleasing than before.

and i think i know why..

and im so grateful for you.

and when was the last time i did something for the first time?? not too long ago. .
=)

2008-06-19T09:54:00.000-07:00

look!! its me and ghaz and jonathan. the old kiki&co boys(men now). haha. i bump into these pics in the comp.

how i missed those days.. and kiki, the monkey. i missed him.. those were the days.

now, its oscar. bigger shop. more people. same me, new people. but i managed thru.. how fascinatin.

baby, im always here with you.. :)

i guessed some things are just meant to be.
whats life without love,
whats love without you..

2008-06-16T09:01:00.000-07:00

gosh!!!

new blog.

still i missed my old one. it was dark and hearts all around.. 4 hearts..

but nothin is better than this.. haha. honestly, all my life, all my blogs, are done by lovely people. seriously.

so, from the bottom of my heart, i just wanna say a very big thank you to feka and fifi. you gals are so sweet indeed to do such a thin for me. im grateful for that.

k, enuf for mushy speech. time for business.

exams comin soon. class bbq, still yet to collect funds.

wokin like a lot.

cuz im gonna get me a new cellphone. and dun worry, i'll ask you along with me. alrytey?

a new blog,
a new look,
if ders nothin to blog,
hey! whats der to look.

haha.

By Fifi & Feka

2008-06-16T04:51:00.000-07:00

Suly, Im updating for you now (: Feka
Finally, a new change.

Thanks to Fifi for editting most of it sampai sekarang dia sedang nyenyak tidur di katil ku. & Suly, I had a hard time trying to figure out your links. Those whose blog which dah mampus or orang dia dah tak kuasa all I delete. Now, look at your links. So neat, thanks to me.

I want to sleep, but Fifi's on my bed. How eh. Mati liao. Eh salah blog ke ni?

My oh my, I update as if this is my blog. Anyways, kesian fifi tolong edit sampai tertidur. Now my turn. Tooodles.

Lots of love,

Fifi & Feka.

2008-06-14T03:04:00.000-07:00

as per requested by all of my dearest frens cum colleagues, i shall hereby update my blog!

well.

went to MOS.
once a week.
i'll TRY to reduce the visit.
haha
been busy workin and watchin EURO till 5am everyday.

what a life,

and i could have it ALL to masef.

=)

2008-05-29T22:00:00.000-07:00

pics courtesy of JIT"S samsung cellphone. awesome cam cum cellphone.

K BOX-ING!

it is not that i am losing faith and hope. i just feel that i am better off on my own.
welcome back!

2008-05-22T20:48:00.000-07:00

why leave when you claim its love?

but why stay when you're not the only one?

2008-05-18T02:48:00.000-07:00

pic taken wit my in charge, faizal. hw dreadful. haha!

next 2 weeks, datelines! nothin but datelines!!

=)

2008-05-03T20:08:00.000-07:00

wit the babes of the class!!

class picnic!! gosh, it was awesome!!

2008-04-27T22:21:00.000-07:00

wth.
im so sick of all this.
shit.
shit.
shit.
happens.

Some people live their dreams
Some people close their eyes
Some people's destiny
Passes by
There are no guarantees
There are no alibis
That's how our love must be
Don't ask why
It takes some time
God knows how long
I know that
I can forget you

As soon as my heart stops breakin'
Anticipating
As soon as forever is through
I'll be over you
Remembering times gone by
Promises we once made
What are the reasons why
Nothing stays the same

2008-04-13T09:25:00.000-07:00

welcome back!!

2008-04-02T12:39:00.000-07:00

life simple pleasures. . . =)

2008-03-25T09:00:00.000-07:00

a nice bday surprise at work on my bday.. thnks guys.. oh and tat red shirt!! its awesome..

2008-02-24T21:44:00.000-08:00

nothin to feel guilty bout. haha. well. been busy workin. this time im workin at armani jeans people!! haha. jz for a changed of environment. heres s pic. a delight customer who was mesmerised by my hair!! cool..

i miss sentosa. . .

2008-01-27T20:39:00.000-08:00

i wish.. i was a racer.. a good one as well.

2008-01-22T01:12:00.001-08:00

Bon voyage!! im leavin on a jet plane. . dunno if i'll be back again.. adios! selamat tinggal! hai hai! aurevoir!

2008-01-14T20:40:00.000-08:00

been days, or decades since i've update.. well.. nothin special happen arnd..

but!!

one thing in common, i managed to hook up wit gals i used to know.. and they all asked the same thing.. "u have girlfren?" wow. whee.. whoo hoo.. nope. haha. simple.

maybe its time. . .

\m/

2008-01-04T00:57:00.000-08:00

i'll jz let the pictures do the talkin. . =)

2007-11-25T22:50:00.000-08:00

this entry.

i'll dedicate to BEN, Elaine and Jen..

it was great to know you guys. ben, ur a best a fren can get. will miss ur kokes and stupid mimicks of every pple. elaone, sorry i was mean to you. haha. but, ur alright. haha. jen, i dun reli noe much bout you, but i guessed ur fine as well. haha.

have a great life..

take care..

we'll miss you all. .

2007-10-29T08:00:00.000-07:00

hari raya visitin wit old skool gang and colleagues. it was awesome. lots of food to eat! and the best part, catchin up wit each other.. it was fun.. we had 2 cars and a motorcycle.. the ladies drive! oh gosh! no offence, you women put ur emotions into ur driving.. ruthless aggression i may say.. haha. bt in all. i had a good time , shld be moore pics.. but yet to receive. . hee.

2007-10-15T04:12:00.000-07:00

pics of me and my friday frens. crashin the lecture hall. rock on!!

also, the more pics of the class of 2005. yay!

i dun reli noe whad i wan out of all this..

2007-10-07T20:34:00.000-07:00

pics! pics! whad a great weeek i had. hang out wit my old guys!! we were talin bout the olden days and all. it was fab! hee.. well. the top pic was taken durin lecture. my mates were playin chess in the midst of it all.. how nice.. haha. i had my hair cut. still, no diff at all. haha! at least i liked it. hehe. well. gtg..

SI this love

2007-10-01T00:12:00.001-07:00

Is this love

2007-09-29T00:08:00.000-07:00

i juz love pick up lines.. here are some of my fav:

Is your last name Gillete cause your the best a man can get.

That outfit is horrible take it off right now!!!

Girl, your body is a wonderland, and I want to be Alice so that I can run around all over you.

I hope your day is as radiant as your smile.

Are you related to the sun?...Because running into you just brightened up my day!

My Name is Elmo you can tickle me any time you want to!

How heavy do polar bears have to be? "I don't know.." Heavy enough to break the ice... Hi I'm..

Are you a zoo, because you bring the animal out in me.

Are we in Lord of The Rings? cause I swear your my precious...

Pick up a pack of sugar that actually says, "sugar" on it and say, "You dropped your nametag!".

enjoy!

2007-09-20T22:17:00.000-07:00

so many days come and gone. .
i dont seem to know whats going on. .
our love is frozen in time..
knowin how you make me laugh and smile. .
given time its hard to remember, darlin'. .
so please remember...
i will remember you. .

2007-09-06T01:56:00.000-07:00

well. they said that nice guys finished last. well this is whad i have to say. maybe its reli true that nice guys finished last. the implication is that, you gotta be bad at times to get whad u want. and this implies on boys chasing gals. so, nice boys finished last right? well. i'd rether be the nice guy who finishes last. the reason? well. bein nice simply bein the last choice as u finished last. correct? think bout it. when the gal has no choice, and ur he last choice, u still finished last and ders no one after that. and tahat concludes to another line, save the best for last!!!

2007-09-04T00:40:00.001-07:00

drinkin+work not equals to fun.

well. i went abroad on sunday. to msia. whad an experience i had. firstly when entering malaysia,at the custom, my passport was detained for a wile. you see. i was quei like everybody. and when it was my turn. the lady.or officer, had some problems i guessed. she look at my passport and then asked me to wait as she left her desk and proceed into the office. i was stunned. did i do anythin wrong or whad? i waited. 5 longminutes. and everyones lookin at me as if im a criminal .i may look like one. but imnot. im more like michaeal scolfield kinda guy. haha.

on the way home to singapore. i was search by the singapore officer as the metal detector alarms. and i was serached. it was all cuz of my belt. it had metal studs.

shuicks

whad a weekend getaway!

2007-08-29T22:51:00.000-07:00

well. its been some time since i've blogged. as usual i was busy working. well. one thing foe sure, im glad my exams are over!! tats nice to know. well. nothin else much to say. i have lots to say bout. its jz tat i wont want to.

2007-08-15T02:05:00.000-07:00

well. tis was the pic i caught at the Krunk party on national days eve, 8th august. i thot it was happenin wit all the lights and sounds and all the hot pple you can meet der. turns out, tis party sucks big time. everone was at the dance floor and only a few were dancing. der was no mood at all. these "skunks were all loitering and looked "cool". tats all. and when one person dance, all eyes were on em. whad the heck. you called tat a party?! screw it.

well. im havin my exams soon. quite stressed up. but no matter whad its just life.

pple say that life is unfair to a few. and im one of those few, life is unfair. i dunno y. i jz feel like i dun get whad i deserver and wanted. eventho i did nothin wrong at all. i duno. maybe its jz me or sumthin else. screw tat.

recently,i was interviewed by Teenage magazine outside The Heeren. they took my pic and ask me for my viewpoints. and it will be shown in the september issue. so thtats somethin that i can look forward to.

well. i dunoo. i figured that im betta off on my own. i dunnooo... boo hoo..

2007-08-07T00:48:00.000-07:00

whorin session wit both faizal and chloe.

i've changed my music time and time again. well. to all kiki staffs, thus this music rings a bell to anyone of you? well its one of the music that was bein played while waitin for the show. but the difference was that, "that" version was all music, no singin. and it turuns out this music is not tat bad at all. well. enjoy!

girls are a funny and weird creature. and i can disagree more! haha. well. tats all.

2007-08-02T20:42:00.000-07:00

that pic means a lot!! seriously. it was the most latest kiki & cO gang! gabriel,jonathan,fadhil,ghalib,micheal,jeffrey,me,alvin,weiling,weekee and the grand lady queen auntie chilvi. lol. those were the days. we rox like cox!

Sing this!; "We are selling light badges! Buy 2 get 1 for freee. Buy 2 het 1 for free.. Buy! Buy! Buy!"

i miss those days. those were the days!!!

2007-08-01T18:51:00.000-07:00

lifes miss at times. for now, life is so damn shit. reli it does. one thin comes after another.

2007-07-25T17:10:00.000-07:00

finally! all my projects are over! haha. well. on top. its a pic of a NANKAI racing suit. as worn by my late daddy back in 1997. i still remembered the suit. and tats y my blog is NANKAI-Racer. hee. well. tat rocks. changed my bloggy music to nickelback. its one of my fav track. hee. and on the top. the pic of my cartoon characther i created. haha!!

2007-07-14T21:58:00.000-07:00

is life a struggle? im still thinkin whether that is a fact. i do struggle each day.but not at all times. life's a bitch at times. bt i still think, its. . .

well. im so tired nowadays. lack of sleep and all. schoolin and workin like a lot! n i mean a lot! well. whad can i say. my life is a struggle. if i cld strangle life, i wld do it. seriously.

well. nuff bout tat. i wanna share a joke.

well. once, i was q-in at 7-11 to pay for my stuffs. and i saw a kid and a dad. and as all of you know, next to the counter, ders a stacks of condoms(oh! oh!). and yeah.der was tis kid. askin his dad. "Daddy! whads dis?" well. the dad replied, "go out to ur mum". haha. well imagine if it was a bad dad. he would say things like this:

1."oh! its a raincoat. a small one as well.
2. hmm.. its a small hot air baloon tat would not burst.
3.oh. its one of those things. u'll learn it soon. maybe later, or tonight. oh heck! grab a box, son.
4.well. its bubble gum.

now, my fav answer.

5.well son. listen here.if its not for these things, you would have elder brothers or sisters as siblings. who knows! you might even be an uncle at such a young age! =)

haha. life is a laughter after all is said and done. well. laughter is the best medicine.

2007-07-10T23:17:00.000-07:00

haha! her's the article that i found that interviwed me. not such abig deal. well at least, my name is der. haha. it's in malay. i'll just bold my name. haha.

PELAJAR POLITEKNIK SINGAPURA ALAMI DUNIA NIAGA

OlehSiti Mardhiah Mahmood

PARA pelajar Pengurusan Runcit daripada Sekolah Perniagaan Politeknik Singapura (SP) berpeluang 'merasakan' pengalaman berniaga semalam.
Ini setelah beberapa buah kedai di Bugis Street 'bertandang' ke kampus mereka.
Para pelajar itu pula dibenarkan mengendalikan gerai-gerai secara percuma.
Acara tiga hari itu diadakan hasil kerjasama Sekolah Perniagaan SP dan Syarikat Bugis Street Development Pte Ltd.

Ia dilancarkan Ketua Pegawai Eksekutif Agensi Pembangunan Tenaga Kerja (WDA), Encik Ong Ye Kung.

'Dalam rombakan semula Bugis Street, kami ingin melibatkan industri pendidikan dengan menggalakkan mereka berjinak-jinak dengan keusahawanan runcit.

'Lagipun, kami lihat kebanyakan pengunjung Bugis Street merupakan belia-belia yang ingin mendapatkan keperluan fesyen yang terkini dengan harga yang berpatutan,' ulas Encik Desmond Seah, Pengurus Kanan Pemasaran dan Komunikasi Bugis Street.
Antara gerai-gerai Bugis Street yang dipilih ke SP ialah HURS, ZiNC, Tangerine Tofu, Spade dan Fresh Profusion.

'Banyak persiapan yang harus dilakukan untuk mengendalikan sesebuah gerai. Barulah saya tahu bukan senang mengekalkan sesuatu perniagaan,' kata Sulaiman Ahmad, 19 tahun, pelajar tahun dua SP yang mengendalikan gerai Hurs.

Sebelum ini, kohort pelajar yang lulus pada Mei lalu turut diberi peluang yang sama untuk berniaga di sebuah gerai tanpa perlu membayar sewa di Bugis Street.
Kini, kumpulan yang sama itu telah memeterai perjanjian sewa dengan Bugis Street

2007-07-10T03:04:00.000-07:00

wow. gosh! its so nerve wreckin. finally. my fashion walk and band performance is all done. i had goosebumbs all over. bt im fine after that. everyone did very well. hee. well i had lots of fun. n i was interviewed by the media as well. i was interviewed on the radio. a malay channel. warna. and the local malay newspaper, berita harian. i wa nervous on the phone interview. reli. n when i heard my voice on air. oh gosh! i spund so funny. well . i managed to record it in my mp3. hee. well i had a good day. i did not took any pics tho. i was too darn busy. well enjoy those pics. hee. oh another thin!! thanx to all my class and frens who gave ur support to me!! i reli appreciate it. gosh! i nvr thot i had so many fans and gals screamin my name. i enjoyed tat most. thanx!!! =)

2007-06-21T04:57:00.000-07:00

2007-06-15T19:39:00.000-07:00

jeffrey. namialus. busker kings!!

2007-06-13T00:25:00.000-07:00

well. nothins is more weird than my neighbourhood! last night! it was rainin heavily. and the wind was blowing strongly. and my mum hailed me to go down by block to retrieve asome clothes htat fly wit the wind. okay.. worse is that, the elevator was jammed. curses. . . so i went down, all 12 deck of staircase. fine. on the way up. i heard a loud music on one of the few levels. oh yar! i went up the staircase again. the elevator is still jammed. curses. . . back to the music. i heard a "hari raya" music. which is so weird. its not even the fasting month yet. its weird. cuz its like it's not xmas yet but you are singin "jingle bells" as if it xmas. weird. when i reached my floor. i was exhausted. n noe whad? the elevator was okay. CURSES. . . . .
and around a few minutes later. i heard a man shouting the command for the national day! weird!!!

my MST(mid semestral teest) are soon. real soon. i jz wished i got the time to revise my work. tats all. oh well. i cant wait till friday. gonna meet up all the guys. =)

2007-06-07T23:21:00.000-07:00

How can I get a trial with Inter's youth sector?
Send an email to settore.giovanile@inter.it with 'Request trial' in the subject box and the following information in the message:

NAME and SURNAME
PLACE and DATE OF BIRTH
CLUB
POSITION
CONTACT INFO: email address and telephone number

If possible, include your championship calendar in the body of the email.

If your application for a trial is successful, the Inter Youth Sector administration will ask you for two documents:

PERMISSION FROM YOUR CLUB
HEALTH CERTIFICATE

FOR FURTHER INFORMATION, CONTACT THE YOUTH SECTOR ADMINISTRATION AT: settore.giovanile@inter.it

this was the inter milan youth academy application. and heres how my application would looked like:

Sulaiman Ahmad
Singapore 15 March 1988
None.
Left-winger
eL_KaBoNg_619@hotmail.com +6592255245

haha. i wonder if i get a trial. haha.

2007-06-06T18:19:00.000-07:00

today. my bro, hafiz, gonna serve the nation. haha. oh wow. heck. we're gonna miss him a lot. n i'll miss whackin him. well. all the best! *chicken dance*

wow. i discovered the wonders of adobe photoshop now! and i can do wonders!!

2007-06-02T23:08:00.000-07:00

blogs are used for thoughts and not pics. well tats whad i had been doin. im not reli in deep thoughts whenever im "bloggin".

okay. now. lif is so simple and yet stressful. workin life+school life. sounds simple. bt its more than tat. nowadays i slept 2 or 4 hours, a day. yes tat less. i need some time for masef. i stay up late. do my pastimes. seriously. i played my winning eleven. soccer game, every night nw. and also, i've been renting vcds more. and i watched it after im done winning my game. and by the time i doze off, its already 4am. sighs. tats life. or night life. whads the stress? nothin. and tats y its stressful. i cant figure the stress. lols. weird me.

i loved laughin and loathe whining. im a smiler. n i realised tat i smile at any occasion. call it wiredo or any ignoranus. =) im still smilin at laughin at the end of the day. i always have jokes in my mind. even not the funniest things at times cn be funnny to me. hahahahahaha.

my blog's music. gosh. the first time i heard it i fell for it. its nice with meaningful lyrics. and it soothes me well. a slow and relaxin music. not to heavy not to light. jz nice and simple. and its makin me sleepy at times. well. i'll changed it soon.

ZzZzZzZzZzZZZZZZZZZZzzZZzZzzZzZ. . . . . (O-0)

2007-05-29T23:43:00.000-07:00

the pics i shot. durin my malacca trip last sunday! it was okay. i slept mostly throughout the trip!

2007-05-27T20:00:00.000-07:00

revealing, the new inter away kit for the next season. not so nice bout it. seriously. its quite awfully done. wth. pazza inter!

2007-05-22T01:22:00.000-07:00

hmm.. sometimes i juz feel like stabbin masef. dunno y. oh shit! i enjoy takin a knife and stab things. and it feels great. the adrenaline and all my fury. i enjoy it as it ease all my worries.